i dont understand anything anymore. my existence is pointless, hmm?
he doesnt call me native american, just some vague, black, person. i dont want to be african american. my grandmother is that. my aunt is chinese. cant i just identify as blasian and this whole noisy world can shut up already?
he wont let me commit suicide, he wont let me wear skirts, he wont let me kill the opponents mentally by letting me stand up for myself, WHY AM I ALIVE. HE SHOULDVE JUST GOTTEN A TALKING DOLL BECAUSE HE VIEWS ME AS THAT. HE VIEWS ASIAN PEOPLE AS ACTUAL PEOPLE. I AM NOTHING. I HATE THIS LIFE. I HATE THIS. I HATE PEOPLE WHO ENABLE OTHERS. THEY DONT DESERVE SWEET NOTHINGS.
i am native american. i have a lot of identities. im sick of this
im done with him
i cant even run away from him in college
he followed me around everywhere and i couldnt talk to cute russian guys
he ruiend my senior year of high school
I HATE THIS
but i dont hat emyself
because i love myself
i will move on
goodbye
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