i dont know how i found myself watching beauty pagent documentaries again. it's just that i feel bad because i would like to have a experience like that when i was younger, admittedly. because there are a lot of women who have done that through their entire childhood, but that's a insecurity for another day.
i always found it unsettling how they call their children beauty queens, as if they weren't already beautiful already. they need to put makeup on theirselves to be more enhanced in their parents' vision, and that sounds depressing AF.
i think the reason why they look so "mature" is because they end up sacrificing the innocent girls that have no choice to support this lifestyle but not part of the self adovacation in it from the overconfidence from their appearance and their family's support. they become how those girls would've been grown up, it's stolen and they're using their future as a aesthetic.
this is just my twisted theory though i guess.
i dont know what to say about this.
i dont know if my child would ever be a "beauty queen", i just want her to be happy.
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