i hate pastors

 ⚠religious trauma⚠

i don't hate any pastors in specific. i'm not a christian anymore. i don't like pastors because they pretend that they are trying to help the greater good of their demographic by over-exaggerating their speech and taking the feedback energy to internalize it, believing they're this amazing person, but only their facade is "so amazing". a lot of pastors seem to be narcissistic, with a lot of deep insecurities that no licensed therapist can solve unless they dedicate thousands of hours of their time for them to feel better. 

that's why i stopped going to church. it feels like a thousand pastors watched a thousand videos on mind control on youtube. i can't take them seriously nor trust them. 

that's it. i said what i said.